It has been such a long time… The laptop has been firmly closed. Yet so much has happened that it really seems as though is the time to write again. The last time I did so, court was over and all that remained was the settlement and to move forward. Survivor published and the blog and podcast growing in success. But what happened next?…
It would seem that the financial settlement, that was not defended, but also was not paid, was to have more serious consequences than I could have even begun to imagine. The attacks during the court process, the threats all I grew so used to, Blogging made them somehow less dangerous. My escape from the England was the subject of huge interventions by England and France and Canada. It would seen these countries act with malice and violence rather than face their responsibilities and liabilities.
So here I am writing again. Not for profit, just for the awareness of the all survivors who decide to speak or try and move on from the abuse. Anyone who has followed knows that the person responsible for the attacks was a police officer. So what happened next? After the court found the truth what did England do ?….
Well firstly they did not pay. They have always been much the same. whether its money owed to another state or like me an individual, England Wales Scotland Northern Ireland and anyone they can rope in are all much the same…. excuses, denial, corruption and something I never truely believed that my country was capable of, against its own citizen… Murder.
Let me try and frame this so that it makes sense, yet in doing so it makes less sense for a country that purported to be the seat of democracy, like Rome, Greece and others… Yet hundreds of years and still the country chose murder over admission and settlement of their liabilities. Maybe its too much for one piece, yet the first indication was when my child was removed from her home by the rapists colleagues in the middle of the night. She was to become the leverage in the case. The embodiment of their liabilities and failures to protect the most vulnerable. That night dragged from her bed by police in her pyjamas. Within six years missing presumed dead. Her sister also missing and presumed dead. Two children, two court cases, two debts owed by England, two murders ? ….
This outcome unlocked a door to a world in Europe that can never remain closed. A door where governance is so heavily corrupted it seeks support from similar corrupt countries to create a smokescreen for the murders and rape of children by governance staff. This journey cannot be told all at once. The moment from court findings to today is just over two years. Two murders and my becoming a Doctor with support from the USA.
When this survivor decided to write and speak these Christian nations chose two Christian holidays to murder my daughters and seek to blame those who were in no way responsible…This monstrosity I shall tell slowly and over time. .. It serves as warning and a reality check for any woman and mother in Europe and Canada. I wont speak for other nations. Many have kept me safe during this two years, when writing through the grief was not possible….
Needless to say When a survivor decided to write… is back.